Comments on: I feel somewhat sorry for him as this is shit. http://thesmediolanumlif.com/?p=610 Thes - Old English for "this", neuter of thes, of West Germanic origin: Mediolanum - old name for Milan: Lif - Old English for "life", of Germanic origin; related to Dutch lijf, German Leib 'body' Fri, 16 Nov 2018 07:21:49 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=4.1.41 By: Andy http://thesmediolanumlif.com/?p=610#comment-1251 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 15:57:07 +0000 http://www.vandainmilan.com/?p=610#comment-1251 Facile per dire, Lola, facile per dire…….

]]> By: Lola http://thesmediolanumlif.com/?p=610#comment-1250 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 15:45:43 +0000 http://www.vandainmilan.com/?p=610#comment-1250 Grazie Andy.
Lasciati andare, ti sentirai meglio vedrai.

]]> By: Andy http://thesmediolanumlif.com/?p=610#comment-1249 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 14:39:45 +0000 http://www.vandainmilan.com/?p=610#comment-1249 So good to have you back, Lola :-D

p.s. Hmmm. I know what you mean by ‘GREAT’. It’s just worrying me a bit. I think he feels the same but I worry that he doesn’t and letting myself go completely scares me. Last night was one of the reasons it scares me so.

]]> By: Lola http://thesmediolanumlif.com/?p=610#comment-1248 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 13:49:53 +0000 http://www.vandainmilan.com/?p=610#comment-1248 you see?
Click on my name, I’m online again ;)

ps.You do love him too much which is GREAT.

]]> By: Andy http://thesmediolanumlif.com/?p=610#comment-1247 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 10:55:09 +0000 http://www.vandainmilan.com/?p=610#comment-1247 Yes, sorry Lola, it was a bit complex and all over the place. It is how I feel/felt.
It’s difficult to share these thoughts with him. Not only because of the language. It may be ‘too much’ shit for him right now and I am fearful of that.
There’s needy and there’s ‘too needy’. One guy I went out with for a while (but not one of those ‘relationships that I count) was needy, too needy. And I hated it. That’s why I don’t want to appear as too needy, just in case he will feel the same.
Anyway, I’m English so, apart from this blog, emotions aren’t so easy for me to express. Not face-to-face anyway. It’s part of why I write this crap here. at least it’s somewhere I can put it all down and expunge it from my system! :-D

p.s. the basic summary is – he didn’t come to me which made me annoyed; he posted a video that made me ‘hope'; I couldn’t sleep easily without him; maybe I love him too much.

]]> By: Lola http://thesmediolanumlif.com/?p=610#comment-1246 Tue, 15 Dec 2009 10:44:20 +0000 http://www.vandainmilan.com/?p=610#comment-1246 This is a complex post Andy and I’m not sure I’ve got the meaning of it. What I do like is the great amount of emotional energy which is both good and bad for you in my humble opinion.
It’s good because all the love and excitment you feel but it causes you also stress. I’ve been there too Andy and I think you shouldn’t keep your thoughts for you. Share with him as much as possible.

It seems to me you have a very sensitive soul, don’t be afraid to seem “needy”. Besides, what does that mean? We’re all needy and weak in a sense.

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