The only thing to say about today is that it is the day after yesterday.
It has not gone well.
Having resisted, I find that I am now to blame for everything that is wrong. In some ways this has made the thing easier but now we are back to how it was when it all first happened, before Christmas.
I am tired of it. I am tired of the anger being directed toward me. I am sad and it is difficult even to write. In fact, right now I shall stop, post this and then that’s it.
Basta already!
Hi Andy-
I am SO sorry to hear/read how unsettled you are. I hope as Spring unfolds that you find peace and relief from the months of winter’s anguish.
Your friend from across the pond
Gail
Shopping! A movie! A run! A ride on your Vespa (they issue them at the border, don’t they?)!
Hey Andy,
I am really sorry to read you find yourself in such a difficult situation.
I don’t know if this can be helpful (probably not), but I want to let you know that I feel very connected to you. It’s probably because of the way you have been posting here, opening up your heart to your readers. Or maybe it has to do with the fact that I have been through difficult times few months ago and I haven’t fully “recovered” yet.
Anyway, I am thinking about you even if I don’t know you.
ps. My advice is: don’t stop writing!
Thanks Gail.
Cecilieaux – unfortunately shopping is not my idea of fun; movies are in a foreign language; I don’t run; and the last one was very funny!
Thanks Bianca. You know how it feels, I guess. And, don’t worry, I won’t stop. I enjoy it too much.