I go right.
For Dino, this is wrong.
I wonder why he wants to go straight on.
Earlier, as I quietly called him from the bedroom and, at the moment he realised that we were, in fact, going out for a walk, I wondered how it is that dogs, no matter what time of the day or night, no matter if they are already awake or still asleep, think that any time is a great time to go for a walk?
It has been a while. Before Christmas, F didn’t need to get to work early and so, took the dogs out in the morning, meaning I could get up later.
Then we had all that time off work, meaning that I didn’t have to get up.
Then, until today, F was able to take Dino out.
Until this morning.
Of course, without Rufus, everything is much faster. So instead of 5.25 a.m., as it had been, I set the alarm for 5.45. It’s not much, but any extra is more than welcome.
But this is the first time for weeks and weeks that I have had to get up so early.
Have I mentioned before that I’m not really a morning person? For that matter, I’m not much of an evening person either. In fact, I’m probably what you would call a ‘middle of the day’ person and even that’s doubtful as I get older.
So, I get up, call Dino, close the door to the bedroom and get dressed, Dino becoming more excited as he gets to realise that we are, actually, going to go out. Doing his ‘talking’ thing, as I put my shoes on.
I wrap up well as I know it will be bloody cold out there, the weekend seeming to herald the real start of winter.
But, to be honest, my head is still sound asleep on the pillow and things I am doing are almost automatic rather than with any thought.
We cross the traffic lights and I start to go right. Dino has continued to walk straight on. After a second, I realise he is right. We only go right when it is later (so as to avoid most of the shops and people). At this time in the morning there is rarely anyone on the street and very few cars. The traffic lights are flashing amber, as they do until 6.
He has remembered. His head is NOT still on the floor asleep. I wonder how he can (really) tell the difference? I mean, sure it is early and there are no people around but, really, this is not very much different from, say, Sunday morning, when we go right and not straight on!
As we walk past the café, I also realise that there is a reason that I have my dog coat. It is cold, I have just woken up and, as usual at this time (and with the colder weather), my nose is starting to run. My dog coat includes some tissues. This coat does not.
On the bright side, we are so much faster without Rufus now.
We get to the actual dog area. We go inside. Of course, there are no other dogs. Dino decides he wants to play but here, unfortunately, there is little to play with. Little, except stones. But since I was told they can damage his teeth, I discourage it. But he is having none of the discouragement. He bends his front legs and puts his head to one side on the ground to pick up the stone. I tell him ‘no’ but to no avail. However, he drops it to allow me to pick it up and throw it. I tell him how sorry I am as I throw it outside the fence.
I decide that, as we have no toys to play with, no stick to throw, we should go home.
He finds another stone.
He waits for me to throw it. I kick it outside the fence. I will have to find a toy I can stash in my dog coat for just this very occasion. And I shan’t forget my dog coat tomorrow.
We go home and I get ready and have coffee. Once I have put on my jeans I realise that the zip has broken. I have to go into the bedroom and find another pair by the light of my phone.
As I leave the flat, I quietly open all the doors and quietly close and lock the front door.
It is only at work, about an hour later, that I remember the F wanted to be woken as he had to shave and be at work early. Damn! Luckily (I think), he woke early enough. I guess I will find out later if it was early enough to shave.
This morning was not the perfect morning. Tomorrow will be better.
Hi Andy – I feel your grief so perfect mornings are not possible for a while yet –
sigh…….
but as grief goes – you are ok
Love to you my friend
Gail
peace……
Ah, Gail, but this was because I was still asleep
No, they’re not going to be perfect for a bit – but it’s OK. We have a plan And plans are good for all of us (even if my plans are always flexible).