He’s gone!
It’s the insecurity, the uncertainty about it all that bothers me.
On the other hand, I get my weekend back – at least this one.
He says he will phone me when he gets there.
I am, at once, disappointed, angry, upset, ………..I can write no more right now.
Have you considered to tell him how you feel?
No. I think it will be too heavy for him and will drive him away. So, actually yes