Well, we talked.
Of course, it hasn’t really changed anything but maybe there’s some more understanding.
We went to look at the flat he really likes and I’m sure that it’s the one. I had a really good feeling about it when I walked in and could see “our stuff” in each of the rooms. Now I wait for him to make the offer and discuss the costs with the agent.
In the meantime, we are going to see another one tomorrow. It’s another that he really likes but, in this case, the position is not so good. We’ll see.
And, although everything is “sorted” – well, as much as it will ever be, I still have this slightly queasy feeling in my stomach regarding actually moving in together. And this is very strange for me and I don’t really like it (the feeling, that is).
The feeling is neither logical, sensible nor what I want.
Maybe this is as a result of doing this half-living together for so long. You know what I mean? Like – “why change something that works?”
Anyway, the next couple of weeks will see movement, I’m sure.
HI ANDY – well, change is never easy even when it is a good and or planned change it still promotes anxiety. We all are comfortable with what we know and fear that which we do not. Give yourself time to adjust and ‘know’.
Love to you
Gail
peace…..
Yep, I know, Gail. But I’ve never actually felt quite like this before. Perhaps it’s an age thing too? Ah well, I’m sure it’ll all work out OK in the end.