Of course, it’s just a feeling. But, you know, given the experiences I have, I think it’s not irrational.
I feel I’m about to be well and truly screwed over.
And, if so, then that will be that – finito.
And, that’s not what I wanted.
Add to that the saga over something else and I’ve really had enough. I mean, don’t say ‘You can have this’ and then, later, when the job’s almost completed say ‘But I may want it back and if I want it back then you can bring it back’. I just lost interest at that point which is why I have half. Unfortunately, it’s not going to go away and now I want what I do have (which is only part) out of my house. But that means that I shall be doing it on Sunday, by myself again.
You may have wondered why I have the Tag and section – Friends and Inimies. Because Friends can be as much Inimies at times, seeming to want to fuck you up.
But, then, these things are only to be expected. I have experience.