It is going to be bad news, apparently. Nothing I should worry about but I would be upset if I wasn’t told.
There are three things it could be: money, health or giving up.
Money is too obvious and, anyway, there would be no reason to be upset if I wasn’t told. Giving up and going back to the UK would be another thing that wouldn’t really upset me (although he might think it would). It would be strange though. I mean, we came together on this ‘big adventure’ and it would be cutting some sort of tie (even if we haven’t even emailed each other for over a month).
Health would only upset me because I hate it when other people tell me something and expect me to know. Come to think of it that would be the same for the Giving Up option.
So, yes, it’s better to tell me.
My bet is on health but I shouldn’t be surprised by anything at all! In fact, I should be prepared to hear something unexpected – after all, I no longer know what his life is about, nor do I understand it or him. It could well be something else entirely. We shall see.
But I have my own worries right now so I certainly don’t need his.
HI ANDY-
I am SO curious to know – so I can’t even imagine your level of wonder!!!! I feel I missed some major events – catch me up, please.
and I am also concerned about your worries. Can I help?
Love you
Gail
peace…..
Well, as it turned out, it wasn’t him (V), as such. It was to tell me that his Dad has cancer again, which is very, very sad. I really didn’t know what to say and still don’t. He is going back to the UK for a visit on Thursday.
Thank you for your generous offer but no, you can’t help. Just stuff I have to deal with, that’s all. I still need to get a grip. I have done some things but not enough. I still find myself pretending that, maybe, everything will be fine and I need do nothing – which is far from the truth. I need to do something and I need to do it NOW (or, at least, when I get home)!
Uhm, I’m sorry to hear you’re having troubles Andy.
Warmest hugs… don’t think I can be of help but I can certainly send you my love.
They’re not insurmountable and they are only there because I keep procrastinating and hiding things from myself – eventually something has to be done. And I am the only one to do it. There’s no knight in shining armour that’s going to come and rescue me – and, anyway, it’s not so terrible
But thanks for the hugs and love anyway.
BTW, I go for the result today – thanks to you. Wish me luck
Not that I think I need it, but, you know…….