Finally it burst, just a few moments ago, whilst I wasn’t really paying attention, all the poisonous pus started to seep from the opening, from me.
I am grateful for that for this poisonous thing was and still is, ugly.
For days and days it went unnoticed by everyone, including me and then, yesterday it started gong quite crazy and I could see that it was going to ‘come to a head’. One could see the poison welling up, coming to the surface. It also hurt like hell.
And yet, it was only today, the day when, although at its ugliest, it was already mending itself, that people would ask me what had happened.
Even for the seepage, there is still quite a lot of poison there. It won’t be over today, nor tomorrow, nor, maybe, until next week. These things take time. However, I know it is over and I know the poison has been/is being ejected and it will all heal (I hope) and in a few weeks, at the most, it will look as it was before.
It was caused by a mosquito bite on my finger which, I guess, got infected and then poisonous and then, like a volcano.
And, as I sat there, watching this eruption of poison, I thought how like real life it is, except that I was my own mosquito and my own infection. But I watched the poison leave me in the same way as I just did with the thing on my finger. This time it took someone else to force the poison to escape.
For which I am very thankful.
Oh my Andy-
Excellent metaphor between the poisonous bite and events of late. Wow. And not to sound like a “mother”. but please use anti-bacterial ointments on the bite and soak it in salt water and or peroxide several times a day. phew.
Love you
Gail
peace…..
It’s already much better, thanks Gail