Well, it’s been done now.
Or, rather, booked.
And, even though it’s over a week away, it is, kinda, scaring the shit out of me.
Which is stupid, I know, but that’s the way it is.
Of course, I have a list of things to talk about given that’s it’s over 15 years since I last paid a visit. And it’s the list that’s been growing in all those years.
And, then, of course, she’ll be Italian with all these weird, Italian beliefs.
And she’ll want me to do things that I don’t want to do (apart from the obvious things, I mean, that I won’t do anyway).
And I suppose most of the things on my list are, well, more or less, nothing. But you never know. One of them might actually be SOMETHING. And I would prefer if none of them were anything at all. But it isn’t as if I am 20.
I’ve thought about writing the list down. So I don’t forget. Or, rather, so I don’t clam up and am unable to remember any of them at the time that I’m there. Or after I mention the first one.
And, anyway, what’s the most important? How do I prioritise them?
And, of course, there’s one that I just might not mention.
I know I should but I’m not sure that I’m ready. At least, not this time. Maybe next time? If there’s a next time.
Of course, there has to be a first time.
And just because it’s booked doesn’t mean ……….
Well, you know what I mean.
But i must try to overcome this resistance. This internal resistance.
I mean, sooner or later, it has to be done, doesn’t it?
Or, does it?
Well, let’s see how I feel next week.
Maybe I’ll feel better about it?
Although I doubt it, to be honest.
It’s just an ordeal.
To be gone through.
To be suffered.
I guess I’ll suffer, then.
Maybe.
??!
Now I want to know more
LOL
Of COURSE you do!
Yes, I do.
I’m sure I’ll be writing another post on this subject. It is quite foremost in my mind
…. waiting…..
……..me too!
Oh yes, THE visit.
I know that you moved it forward, because you were not sure whether it was worth or not.But don’t worry. It will be easy. Just step in and talk.
She will understand. I am sure.
You reached the age when it is necessary to do this. It is time. You cannot postpone it anymore.
So, enter in and put the FUNDAMENTAL question “secondo lei è meglio usare la cipolla o lo scalogno?”
You will get the answer, and everything will be ok.
LOL – this question: “secondo lei è meglio usare la cipolla o lo scalogno?” – is it some sort of Italian saying???
I’m certainly NOT expecting it to be easy.
Only today there was ANOTHER thing to add to the list
No. it is a really important question. People fight for this.
Ask Lola, next time.
What? Now you’re just kidding!
Maybe. Just to make you smile because you are worried. Keep calm. But the question is really important. Fundamental, I would say.
Did it read like I was worried?
Hi Andy – I am quite intrigued by this upcoming mysteriious and unsettling visit. I want details, syrupy, intimate details, nuances and subtle reference and emotions. I can taste it like desire on my tongue.
Love to you
Gail
peace
LOL, Gail.
You make it sound like a porn movie
LOL
ROFL
Hey, Pietro & Andy: now I’m REALLY intrigued.
Pietro is right: that question is crucial.
LOL
ps. scalogno, by the way.
LOL